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Beatastic
02:44
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Puke on the levees
Your emotions are fake
Time for reflection
This gut-wrenching ache
Don't hurt Britney!
Time to relate
God you're empathetic
It's emotional rape
I would like me too
I'm fake but so are you
Puke on the levees your emotions are fake
Time for reflection, this gut-wrenching ache
Don't hurt Britney!
Time to relate
God I'm so pathetic
Wish I wasn't awake
I would like you to stop doing what you do
I don't know why it's so difficult to admit that you're wrong
Just accept it, we haven't spoken in a long long (time)
Don't make it weirder than it is
You know I like you alot
But everytime I address it you got shut-up
Puke on the roses
Your emotions are fake
Time for reflection
This gut-wrenching ache
Stop the pretending
I wouldn't listen
You'll acknowledge my tactic
I don't want your recognition
Yeah I hate me too
So used to being abused
I don't know why it's so difficult to admit that you're wrong
Just accept it, we haven't spoken in a long long (time)
Don't make it weirder than it is
You know I like you alot
But everytime I address it you got shut-up
You're all alright tot me
You're all I wanted to be seen
You claim I'm still true
Well maybe you know me
Maybe you know me better than I do
I don't know why it's so difficult to admit that you're wrong
Just accept it, we haven't spoken in a long long (time)
Don't make it weirder than it is
You know I like you alot
But everytime I address it you got shut-up
You know we all have things we aren't proud of, just admit it
As long as I'm not taking pills you can hit it
I got a secret LP, don't you think that's cool?
I'd like to hit you up and uppercut
It'd be cool to be screwed
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Tetris
02:42
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She said
'Hi, do you want to get high?
All I get is E but it feels so natural'
Got my life on a picket track
Got two fine kids so I can't do that
I got one big dream but no selfesteem
Only one way out it's a dirty scheme
Set the house on fire, get the kids and lie about your ex-boyfriend
Get an alibi
That's enough for now
Take some, make some, take some and lose it
What's my plan again?
When you lose your identification you pay for your privacy
It takes one complaint
Will you make a friend?
Will they take the time to understand?
Or will they say 'bye bye' with a look in their eyes
like it don't mean shit?
What a waste of time
I got one big dream but no selfesteem
Only one way out it's a dirty scheme
But they fill your minds and they waste your time
When they sell you shit it's been televised
That's enough for now
Take some, make some, take some and lose it
What's my plan again?
When you lose your identification you pay for your privacy
Power of the masses passes
When no one feels the urge to do anything
No one feels violated
And no one feels the urge to do anything
Step in my office
Light up and smile
Nobody wants this oppression for a while
Take some, make some, take some and lose it
What's my plan again?
When you lose your identification you pay for your privacy
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Little Monsters
02:22
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The monsters they hurt me
I know they like me surely
They made me go crazy
Made it so hard to face me
Stuck in the zone, I sometimes fade out
But I have no choice but to lay down
Don't let me fall apart
I had fantasies of breaking your heart
What a bad start, you little monster
The monsters don't like you
I think they might just hurt you
Got some place to hide out?
Because they're going to poke your eyes
Run to a place and stay underground
You have no choice but to lay down
Don't let me fall apart
I had fantasies of breaking your heart
What a bad start, you little monster
Stuck in the zone, I sometimes fade out
But I have no choice but to lay down
Don't let me fall apart
I had fantasies of breaking your heart
What a bad start, you little monster
I've been walking
I've been lost and never turned my back on us
Time will take a huge mistake
Keep walking, walking home
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Herfst
02:58
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If the feelings you had would be honest
Get it? Right, you never knew what you wanted
Ignorant, you chose to be haunted
So afraid to be alone you might realise what you are
What's the problem?
Is there dignity inside?
You could be bothered once you tried
If the feelings you had would be honest
Get it? Right, you never knew what you wanted
Ignorant, you chose to be haunted
So afraid to be alone you might realise what you are
Didn't try it
You got locked inside your mind
Public riot, you survived
I'm not happy for you
I'm just jealous all the time
Got no sympathy for what you do
But I'll be fine
Just stop changing your mind and be honest
Don't leave me hanging all the time, make me vomit
You got some nerves, what's your problem?
Come on, just turn around and never come back no more
You don't need me but your scared to be alone
Can't you just leave me on my own?
I'm not happy for you
I'm just jealous all the time
Got no sympathy for what you do
But I'll be fine
I'm not happy for you
I'm just jealous all the time
Got no sympathy for what you do
But I'll be fine
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5. |
Good Morning
01:33
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Good morning
You brought the sun
Play your record
And sing along
Surprise, surprise
Isn't it funny
How the nice guy never made it back?
You can travel the world and still see nothing
You can live a dream and lose your mind
Good morning
Last night's affection
Seemed so distant but I can be wrong
Hung over, isn't it funny
How the nice guy never made it back?
You can travel the world and still see nothing
You can live a dream and lose your mind
I never thought it would get this ugly
Not a second opinion this awful time
Good morning
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I've been looking for honesty
And I've been looking for the tiniest sign of life
These zombies are make believe
Put my ideas in the back of someone else's mind
What did you mean when you said
'it all just sounds the same
with all these sights and sounds I keep collecting in my brain' ?
Keep a locket of your favourite person and the memories will fade
Trade in your conscience for neglect and arrogance
Your smile feels so misplaced
Where did this come from?
Why does this hate feel so justified?
When you said 'it's okay'
When you're lonely you never call me
You always say that you have better things to do
When it's snowing the mood is growing
You get so angry at the things you don't deserve
When you're tired of thinking about the same ideas
And your passion is stolen by the people you hold dear
What did you mean when you said
'it all just sounds the same
with all these sights and sounds I keep collecting in my brain' ?
When you're lonely you never call me
You always say that you have better things to do
When it's snowing the mood is growing
You get so angry at the things you don't deserve
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